The Mystery of Believing

Verse: “And he said, Who art Thou, Lord?” – Acts 9:5

Quote: “It is a matter of indifference to God’s grace how abominable I am if I come to the light, but woe be to me if I refuse the light.”

I had a rough day today.  After waking up early yesterday to play golf, I went at it all day until my buddy Rob and I went to the midnight showing of The Dark Night (I’m out in Amarillo with Rob for a couple of weeks playing some shows with him, for those who didn’t know).  We didn’t think about how late a midnight showing would go, so we didn’t get back home until 3:00am and had to get up at 6:00am to leave for Oklahoma where we’re playing at a camp with Rob’s brother, Kurt.

I felt out of it all day today, just completely out of my element.  I couldn’t focus and rehearsal went awful because my brain couldn’t stay on track.  Luckily we made it through the night without any train wrecks.  

All of this rambling to say I didn’t feel like I had anything to offer God today, but He still chose to work through me by way of music tonight.  And I am eternally grateful that He doesn’t care what shape I’m in, if I will open myself up to Him, He will use me.

I’m about to pass out staring at the screen right now, but I wanted to get this post up before I went to bed.  I should be back on track and making sense tomorrow.

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